Really sorry I have gotten so behind with my diary and loads of people have asked me if I am going to continue my diary and the answer is YES! Well after returning to Bangkok from China life continued to be great. I was supposed to go back to the Yannhee clinic and have lipo suction on my tummy but as Jo liked me as I was I decided to stay as I was. Also I was scared of the pain! So I spent the last 3 weeks of my trip sunbathing, shopping getting drunk and meeting lovely looking guys! I met a great girl called Rebecca who was an american missionary working in China but on holiday in Bangkok. She had not drunk for over 3 years but I managed to change that and got her hammered and she ended going off with a complete idiot for a few days to Pattaya she had such a nightmare with him because as us girls know that most men are just boring and want nothing to do but eat and drink and sunbathing is normally out of the question unless he is so into himself and his looks and in that case a complete w@nker! He was a nightmare and she said she wished he had not taken my advise about being impulsive and had just spent the time with me having fun. SO I shopped till I dropped and had lots of fun. I was really worried about going back to the UK and time went really fast and before I knew it I was boarding that awful flight on my way back home. When I got back to the UK I moved straight into my house again which was a bit strange. It really did not feel like my house any more and James the guy who had rented it off me had been the lodger from hell! So that was not good. Life in Milton Keynes seemed to go back exactly the same as it was before I left. Things I had forgotten came flooding back and I remembered why I had left in the first place. It was great seeing my friends and having nights out with them. We had such a good time going out getting drunk it was just like old times. I met up with a guy Jeff who I had met in Koh Phangan the year before which was nice but I think he thought we were going to pick up where we left off from which was totally out of the question. He came down from Wales to MK and we went out with my friends for the night. All was going well when I bumped into my ex-boyfriend Stuart it was the first time we had really seen each other since I was back even though we had text each other more or less everyday since my return and being drunk ended up inviting him back to my house! I am such an idiot. He had got fat, out of shape and was no where near as good looking as I remembered why I had shared a bed with him so many times in the past is completely beyond me. At least that will be the last time I will ever wake up with him! Never again even though most of you say I have heard that before really I do mean it totally useless! things always seem better when your not there. I had what felt like a nightmare getting a job well I got a couple of jobs but really they were not suitable for what I needed in the end I got a job selling cars for Perrys a used car site where the money was great the best in MK for selling cars and as much money as I made being a business manager. I did really well and sold 11 cars in my first week which if you dont know is really good. But really what I wanted was a job abroad. I applied for a job in the Daily Mail working a car sales person in Iraq they told me I would not get the job as I was female but luckily I know some of the Mangagers in the Germany office so got invited for and interview. SO I went down to London and was told there was a job waiting for me in Germany but there was also a opening working off shore selling cars to the US Navy, based in Dubai or Bahrain ist means working 6 months a year and having my accomodation and car and all expenses paid and travelling all over the world IS THIS FOR REAL I asked myself but they assured me it was so after being offered this amazing job I went to my new job that I had only been working 2 weeks handed my notice in. The following week was so busy I had to put my house up for let but this time I was not just going travelling like before I was actually leaving the country to start my life in a new country so I had to sell all my belongings thing that had taken me years to obtain were now being sold on a car boot sale for a fraction of what I had paid.This was going to be such a gamble I sold all my clothes and suites and only kept the things that I really liked that I could pack into a suitcase and bring to Dubai with me. The week was frantic cleaning,packing and decorating what a nightmare but I did itwith the help of my brother David and sister.I also had a couple of people who I really wanted to see before leaving one person I had not seen for years who surprisingley showed up out of the blue my ex-fiancee Will it was nice to see him but it was nice to know I had made the right decision in not marrying him all those years ago. Also I had been thinking about Jay as well as I do have alot of feelings for him but he was in Iraq. I decided just to try his number just incase and to my surprise he answered. I was totally smitten with him but I later found out he had lead me up the garden path and had had a girlfriend. Oh well never mind. I also bumped into him on my last night out with his new girlfriend. Never mind what will be will be everything happens for a reason. So on 6th march I boarded a flight to Dubai with 51kilos of luggage this is a big step, but I am not here to fail I am here to become a millionaire and to have lots of fun.